My birthday was a week ago.
Noone was there to celebrate it with me.
They may be “alive” but they- they…
Every day I wonder if I'm still me.
I don't know if I ever was to begin with.

You are alone in this ashen void.
They are gone, and it is your fault, and yours alone.
Succumb to the dust-laden abyss;
She cares not for you