Hello, I'm depressed... I talk to people and put on my fake little smile telling people I'm okay when I'm really crying on the inside and outside, screaming because it helps me feel better... I'm sor-

ry... I'm such a big loser... I'm SICK of hiding behind this smile being put down by everyone who talks to me... I will be better someday... Just... Not today... I just wanna say rp is not real life..