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#1 2011-09-26 23:32:31

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I am a christain. I try my best to try to be to even the lowest extent happy with what I have. But I want to kill myself almost everyday. Suicide isn't even a hesitant thought anymore. Almost my whole life is a secret, that I will never tell anyone in person. Attention is the last thing I want. I try to stay in my room all the time, but that can never happen. I share a room with my brother. My idiotic brother, who mocks me at all opportunities, and attemps to embarass me at times. Then there's those idiots at school who can't just simply shut up, who make that a hell too. And then there's my mother, whom which I will never confess or truly show my sympathy towards. There's too many reasons to think of for that, so i'm just going to keep this whole topic simple, compared to my 'regular' thoughts. I hate how everybody thinks they know me. Those fools know nothing. I've been pushed way over the edge, but miraculously somehow, haven't hit the bottom. I don't even know how deep it is. I've been on the verge of crying, and asking why nobody could just get the hell out of my life. But when its finally over.... that will be the best day of my life. When I can move out. All my hope now, is in that dream. It seems so far, but I know i'll reach it someday.


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#2 2011-09-26 23:34:30

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Can the Scratch Team please close this topic before the morning? Thank you.


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#3 2011-09-26 23:36:51

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Woah woah woah...take it easy man...if you need someone to talk to, I'm open for it...I had a friend recently saying the same stuff, I know what this is like...you can email me at [removed] if you'd rather it be more private.  Even if you just need to rant, talk to me.

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#4 2011-09-26 23:36:57

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is this true?


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#5 2011-09-26 23:42:27

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ok


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#6 2011-09-26 23:43:47

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sad  Is there a counselor you can see?

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#7 2011-09-26 23:46:00

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AtomicBawm3 wrote:

Woah woah woah...take it easy man...if you need someone to talk to, I'm open for it...I had a friend recently saying the same stuff, I know what this is like...you can email me at jdog314159@gmail.com if you'd rather it be more private.  Even if you just need to rant, talk to me.

Thank you. I might do that. I've never had a person to actually talk to about my true proplems. I'll never go to a therapist. My mother has seen the way I act sometimes, and tells me that I need to see somebody. If I ever was forced to see a therapist, I wouldn't tell them anything. My motive would be the reminder of who got me there. Thank you.

nathanprocks wrote:

is this true?

yes.


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#8 2011-09-26 23:48:11

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hang in there man. life may be really tough, but the scratchers will help you as much as we can  smile  when every your feeling depressed, think about how lucky you are to have a house, a education, a family, although you may not like your life, others have it much worse. I have never been as sad as i imagine you are now so I don't have much to say.

Just hang in there...


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#9 2011-09-26 23:49:06

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i know how u feel... people r annoying me more and more every day it is like hell and ever since i started secondary school i have wanted to kill myself.  sad


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#10 2011-09-26 23:49:51

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AnimeCreatorArtist wrote:

AtomicBawm3 wrote:

Woah woah woah...take it easy man...if you need someone to talk to, I'm open for it...I had a friend recently saying the same stuff, I know what this is like...you can email me at [removed] if you'd rather it be more private.  Even if you just need to rant, talk to me.

Thank you. I might do that. I've never had a person to actually talk to about my true proplems. I'll never go to a therapist. My mother has seen the way I act sometimes, and tells me that I need to see somebody. If I ever was forced to see a therapist, I wouldn't tell them anything. My motive would be the reminder of who got me there. Thank you.

nathanprocks wrote:

is this true?

yes.

Whatever you do, sorry AtomicBawm3, don't go to an email to talk about this.

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#11 2011-09-26 23:52:17

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Listen to Never Too Late by Three Day's Grace a few times. That usually helps. Good luck.

EDIT: Remember- Suffer fools gladly.

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#12 2011-09-27 00:24:16

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AnimeCreatorArtist wrote:

I am a christain. I try my best to try to be to even the lowest extent happy with what I have. But I want to kill myself almost everyday. Suicide isn't even a hesitant thought anymore. Almost my whole life is a secret, that I will never tell anyone in person. Attention is the last thing I want. I try to stay in my room all the time, but that can never happen. I share a room with my brother. My idiotic brother, who mocks me at all opportunities, and attemps to embarass me at times. Then there's those idiots at school who can't just simply shut up, who make that a hell too. And then there's my mother, whom which I will never confess or truly show my sympathy towards. There's too many reasons to think of for that, so i'm just going to keep this whole topic simple, compared to my 'regular' thoughts. I hate how everybody thinks they know me. Those fools know nothing. I've been pushed way over the edge, but miraculously somehow, haven't hit the bottom. I don't even know how deep it is. I've been on the verge of crying, and asking why nobody could just get the hell out of my life. But when its finally over.... that will be the best day of my life. When I can move out. All my hope now, is in that dream. It seems so far, but I know i'll reach it someday.

First of all, I don't think God wants you to be this way. Don't avoid being happy. And don't ever think about killing yourself. Suicide is wrong and sick. I don't care how bad your life might be, but suicide is not the answer. Remember, life isn't all marshmallows and gumdrops. There's a time to be happy, a time to be serious, a time to be sad, and a time to be mad. You can't be happy, serious, sad, or mad all your life. You have to know when the time comes. And hey, lighten up. Life is short. You just have to learn to control your emotions. You experience bumps in life. Learn to deal with these bumps.

To make yourself better. I suggest:

-read a book
-listen to some peaceful music (i.e. classical music)
-watch a funny cartoon on TV
-play outside
-play a video game
-play a board game
-etc.

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#13 2011-09-27 00:26:26

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PandaGuy wrote:

AnimeCreatorArtist wrote:

I am a christain. I try my best to try to be to even the lowest extent happy with what I have. But I want to kill myself almost everyday. Suicide isn't even a hesitant thought anymore. Almost my whole life is a secret, that I will never tell anyone in person. Attention is the last thing I want. I try to stay in my room all the time, but that can never happen. I share a room with my brother. My idiotic brother, who mocks me at all opportunities, and attemps to embarass me at times. Then there's those idiots at school who can't just simply shut up, who make that a hell too. And then there's my mother, whom which I will never confess or truly show my sympathy towards. There's too many reasons to think of for that, so i'm just going to keep this whole topic simple, compared to my 'regular' thoughts. I hate how everybody thinks they know me. Those fools know nothing. I've been pushed way over the edge, but miraculously somehow, haven't hit the bottom. I don't even know how deep it is. I've been on the verge of crying, and asking why nobody could just get the hell out of my life. But when its finally over.... that will be the best day of my life. When I can move out. All my hope now, is in that dream. It seems so far, but I know i'll reach it someday.

First of all, I don't think God wants you to be this way. Don't avoid being happy. And don't ever think about killing yourself. Suicide is wrong and sick. I don't care how bad your life might be, but suicide is not the answer. Remember, life isn't all marshmallows and gumdrops. There's a time to be happy, a time to be serious, a time to be sad, and a time to be mad. You can't be happy, serious, sad, or mad all your life. You have to know when the time comes. And hey, lighten up. Life is short. You just have to learn to control your emotions. You experience bumps in life. Learn to deal with these bumps.

I take it you're not in high school.


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#14 2011-09-27 00:33:42

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randomnumber53 wrote:

PandaGuy wrote:

AnimeCreatorArtist wrote:

I am a christain. I try my best to try to be to even the lowest extent happy with what I have. But I want to kill myself almost everyday. Suicide isn't even a hesitant thought anymore. Almost my whole life is a secret, that I will never tell anyone in person. Attention is the last thing I want. I try to stay in my room all the time, but that can never happen. I share a room with my brother. My idiotic brother, who mocks me at all opportunities, and attemps to embarass me at times. Then there's those idiots at school who can't just simply shut up, who make that a hell too. And then there's my mother, whom which I will never confess or truly show my sympathy towards. There's too many reasons to think of for that, so i'm just going to keep this whole topic simple, compared to my 'regular' thoughts. I hate how everybody thinks they know me. Those fools know nothing. I've been pushed way over the edge, but miraculously somehow, haven't hit the bottom. I don't even know how deep it is. I've been on the verge of crying, and asking why nobody could just get the hell out of my life. But when its finally over.... that will be the best day of my life. When I can move out. All my hope now, is in that dream. It seems so far, but I know i'll reach it someday.

First of all, I don't think God wants you to be this way. Don't avoid being happy. And don't ever think about killing yourself. Suicide is wrong and sick. I don't care how bad your life might be, but suicide is not the answer. Remember, life isn't all marshmallows and gumdrops. There's a time to be happy, a time to be serious, a time to be sad, and a time to be mad. You can't be happy, serious, sad, or mad all your life. You have to know when the time comes. And hey, lighten up. Life is short. You just have to learn to control your emotions. You experience bumps in life. Learn to deal with these bumps.

I take it you're not in high school.

It doesn't matter if you're in high school or not. Suicide is never the answer.
You have to learn to deal with life. You can't just cry about it all the time.
Life is hard and it'll only get harder, but if you don't give up, good things will happen.

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#15 2011-09-27 01:10:40

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PandaGuy wrote:

randomnumber53 wrote:

PandaGuy wrote:


First of all, I don't think God wants you to be this way. Don't avoid being happy. And don't ever think about killing yourself. Suicide is wrong and sick. I don't care how bad your life might be, but suicide is not the answer. Remember, life isn't all marshmallows and gumdrops. There's a time to be happy, a time to be serious, a time to be sad, and a time to be mad. You can't be happy, serious, sad, or mad all your life. You have to know when the time comes. And hey, lighten up. Life is short. You just have to learn to control your emotions. You experience bumps in life. Learn to deal with these bumps.

I take it you're not in high school.

It doesn't matter if you're in high school or not. Suicide is never the answer.
You have to learn to deal with life. You can't just cry about it all the time.
Life is hard and it'll only get harder, but if you don't give up, good things will happen.

Thank you a lot PandaGuy. Now would be a good time to close this. please do so mods.


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#16 2011-09-27 01:11:25

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Report it. Anyway, whatever you do, DON'T email someone to talk about this.


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#17 2011-09-27 01:23:31

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AnimeCreatorArtist wrote:

PandaGuy wrote:

randomnumber53 wrote:


I take it you're not in high school.

It doesn't matter if you're in high school or not. Suicide is never the answer.
You have to learn to deal with life. You can't just cry about it all the time.
Life is hard and it'll only get harder, but if you don't give up, good things will happen.

Thank you a lot PandaGuy. Now would be a good time to close this. please do so mods.

Done. Glad to see that your spirits got lifted up a bit.  smile

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