Scratch

Blackdog100 · 2012-01-17 13:07:05

I am pretty sure I have bipolar disorder. Like I said before, I have severe mood swings that alternate between mania and depression, and occasionally normality.

For the past week I have been extremely hyper, and almost everyone treats me like a freak, looking at me like I'm weird, and I keep getting in trouble.

Now, for the past five hours, I'm on the brink of tears, and I KNOW everyone hates me D':

I want to tell people my problem, but I feel like they will judge me and "de-friend" me. ;_;

rabbit1131 · 2012-01-17 13:13:46

Ummm...
Tell a trusted adult, like your parents?

waveOSBeta · 2012-01-17 13:18:23

rabbit1131 wrote:
Ummm...
Tell a trusted adult, like your parents?

This.

The_Dancing_Donut · 2012-01-17 13:19:04

Um hi. xD Yeah, that happens to me. It's not really hormones, it's just a disorder. I lose friends over the way I act sometimes. If you saw me you would know how much of a total loser I am :l

Yeah. Plus the ST doesn't like emotions or anything not unicorny so it may get closed -__- I hope it doesn't but... :l

Blackdog100 · 2012-01-17 13:26:07

waveOSBeta wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:
Ummm...
Tell a trusted adult, like your parents?
This.

They probably won't believe me ;_;

Blackdog100 · 2012-01-17 13:27:49

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:
Um hi. xD Yeah, that happens to me. It's not really hormones, it's just a disorder. I lose friends over the way I act sometimes. If you saw me you would know how much of a total loser I am :l

Yeah. Plus the ST doesn't like emotions or anything not unicorny so it may get closed -__- I hope it doesn't but... :l

Well hello derr~~xD
I can't imagine you as a loser, but it's how you feel. Most of my class hate me after Friday the 13th. And teachers >.<

The_Dancing_Donut · 2012-01-17 13:42:24

Blackdog100 wrote:
The_Dancing_Donut wrote:
Um hi. xD Yeah, that happens to me. It's not really hormones, it's just a disorder. I lose friends over the way I act sometimes. If you saw me you would know how much of a total loser I am :l

Yeah. Plus the ST doesn't like emotions or anything not unicorny so it may get closed -__- I hope it doesn't but... :l
Well hello derr~~xD
I can't imagine you as a loser, but it's how you feel. Most of my class hate me after Friday the 13th. And teachers >.<

All my friends either move away or get sick of my varying moods... I'm not popular at all; literally my online 'popularness' is a total contrast to real life... :l

rabbit1131 · 2012-01-17 13:44:47

Everything is a disorder these days. Maybe you just are feeling a little down right now.

The_Dancing_Donut · 2012-01-17 13:49:50

rabbit1131 wrote:
Everything is a disorder these days. Maybe you just are feeling a little down right now.

If you experienced bipolar symptoms you would understand why it isn't a 'phase' .__.

Blackdog100 · 2012-01-17 14:29:44

rabbit1131 wrote:
Everything is a disorder these days. Maybe you just are feeling a little down right now.

Explain why for the past week I felt hyper, literally going mad, and now I feel depressed :U

Blackdog100 · 2012-01-17 14:31:41

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:
Blackdog100 wrote:
The_Dancing_Donut wrote:
Um hi. xD Yeah, that happens to me. It's not really hormones, it's just a disorder. I lose friends over the way I act sometimes. If you saw me you would know how much of a total loser I am :l

Yeah. Plus the ST doesn't like emotions or anything not unicorny so it may get closed -__- I hope it doesn't but... :l
Well hello derr~~xD
I can't imagine you as a loser, but it's how you feel. Most of my class hate me after Friday the 13th. And teachers >.<
All my friends either move away or get sick of my varying moods... I'm not popular at all; literally my online 'popularness' is a total contrast to real life... :l

Yeah, I am not "cool" in reality. I don't care about getting in trouble normally but now these episodes are affecting me badly. I don't know anyone who has as bad mood swings as me in real.

rabbit1131 · 2012-01-17 14:43:28

Blackdog100 wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:
Everything is a disorder these days. Maybe you just are feeling a little down right now.
Explain why for the past week I felt hyper, literally going mad, and now I feel depressed :U

Sugar.

Blackdog100 · 2012-01-17 14:44:36

rabbit1131 wrote:
Blackdog100 wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:
Everything is a disorder these days. Maybe you just are feeling a little down right now.
Explain why for the past week I felt hyper, literally going mad, and now I feel depressed :U
Sugar.

I'm barely eating. At all. I've lost seven pounds. :2 at least
Try again~

The_Dancing_Donut · 2012-01-17 14:46:22

rabbit1131 wrote:
Blackdog100 wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:
Everything is a disorder these days. Maybe you just are feeling a little down right now.
Explain why for the past week I felt hyper, literally going mad, and now I feel depressed :U
Sugar.

No. :llll

It's a recognised medical disorder. Just because there is no FORMAL test for it does not make it any less real :l

rabbit1131 · 2012-01-17 14:50:40

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:
Blackdog100 wrote:

Explain why for the past week I felt hyper, literally going mad, and now I feel depressed :U
Sugar.
No. :llll

It's a recognised medical disorder. Just because there is no FORMAL test for it does not make it any less real :l

I'm just saying I don't think it's a disorder, not every little thing that goes wrong is a disorder. My mood changes all the time.

Blackdog100 · 2012-01-17 14:51:52

rabbit1131 wrote:
The_Dancing_Donut wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:

Sugar.
No. :llll

It's a recognised medical disorder. Just because there is no FORMAL test for it does not make it any less real :l
I'm just saying I don't think it's a disorder, not every little thing that goes wrong is a disorder. My mood changes all the time.

I know that.
But I've EVERY DARN SYMPTOM.
D:
Just look up bipolar disorder.

rabbit1131 · 2012-01-17 15:01:58

Blackdog100 wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:
The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

No. :llll

It's a recognised medical disorder. Just because there is no FORMAL test for it does not make it any less real :l
I'm just saying I don't think it's a disorder, not every little thing that goes wrong is a disorder. My mood changes all the time.
I know that.
But I've EVERY DARN SYMPTOM.
D:
Just look up bipolar disorder.

Maybe. But I think that it's one of those things that happens.

Blackdog100 · 2012-01-17 15:04:16

rabbit1131 wrote:
Blackdog100 wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:

I'm just saying I don't think it's a disorder, not every little thing that goes wrong is a disorder. My mood changes all the time.
I know that.
But I've EVERY DARN SYMPTOM.
D:
Just look up bipolar disorder.
Maybe. But I think that it's one of those things that happens.

Unlikely.
I hav been moody since about ten, like any other kid, now this. Do you think I'm normal when people call me insane?
I also have racing thoughts. That pretty much diagnoses it alone.

rabbit1131 · 2012-01-17 15:07:01

Blackdog100 wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:
Blackdog100 wrote:

I know that.
But I've EVERY DARN SYMPTOM.
D:
Just look up bipolar disorder.
Maybe. But I think that it's one of those things that happens.
Unlikely.
I hav been moody since about ten, like any other kid, now this. Do you think I'm normal when people call me insane?
I also have racing thoughts. That pretty much diagnoses it alone.

I guess as to prevent flaming I'll just let it drop here.

Nexstudent · 2012-01-17 16:11:36

Blackdog100 wrote:
rabbit1131 wrote:
Blackdog100 wrote:

Explain why for the past week I felt hyper, literally going mad, and now I feel depressed :U
Sugar.
I'm barely eating. At all. I've lost seven pounds. :2 at least
Try again~

Tis unhealthy. You could end up hospitalized. Not eating causes you're body to think it's starving, therefore it stops breaking up the fatty enzymes, and the little you eat actually builds up.

@topic
Tell a trusted friend. Don't be so self conscious. There are a lot of people who doubt themselves, but they have friends when they don't know it. I'm sure the same applies to you.

Paddle2See · 2012-01-17 16:13:32

This discussion looks like it comes under the category of "severe mental pain", which is no longer permitted on these forums as it may be too intense for our younger members (see the Guidelines for Miscellaneous) - so this will be closed.

I do strongly encourage you to seek help for your condition. Please see this post for some resources that are available to you and consider discussing this with your parents or another trusted adult.

Scratch

archived forums

#1 2012-01-17 13:07:05

Whyy ;n; I feel so...

#2 2012-01-17 13:13:46

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

#3 2012-01-17 13:18:23

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

rabbit1131 wrote:

#4 2012-01-17 13:19:04

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

#5 2012-01-17 13:26:07

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

waveOSBeta wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

#6 2012-01-17 13:27:49

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

#7 2012-01-17 13:42:24

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

Blackdog100 wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

#8 2012-01-17 13:44:47

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

#9 2012-01-17 13:49:50

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

rabbit1131 wrote:

#10 2012-01-17 14:29:44

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

rabbit1131 wrote:

#11 2012-01-17 14:31:41

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

Blackdog100 wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

#12 2012-01-17 14:43:28

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

Blackdog100 wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

#13 2012-01-17 14:44:36

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

rabbit1131 wrote:

Blackdog100 wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

#14 2012-01-17 14:46:22

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

rabbit1131 wrote:

Blackdog100 wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

#15 2012-01-17 14:50:40

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

Blackdog100 wrote:

#16 2012-01-17 14:51:52

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

rabbit1131 wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

#17 2012-01-17 15:01:58

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

Blackdog100 wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

#18 2012-01-17 15:04:16

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

rabbit1131 wrote:

Blackdog100 wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

#19 2012-01-17 15:07:01

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

Blackdog100 wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

Blackdog100 wrote:

#20 2012-01-17 16:11:36

Re: Whyy ;n; I feel so...

Blackdog100 wrote:

rabbit1131 wrote:

Blackdog100 wrote:

#21 2012-01-17 16:13:32