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ProgrammingFreak wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

Andres-Vander wrote:

What does this mean?

I am adopted. Before I got adopted & after my birth parents gave me up 13.4 years ago I was fostered, by a woman called Jo. My adoptive mother (who I now call my mom) saw Jo in Argos, only a few miles up the road! D: It's a small world and it made me think about how messed up I am, and what Jo would think of me :C

@Jack - Yah, it does suck :L I'm trying to keep my mind from it tbh, but hiding from it won't help. I'd rather talk it over with you guys ^^

@Pf - Yeah. he got bored of me and dumped me. I keep shaking and I think it's 'cause I need to cry it out but won't. ;_; Forever Alone...

These are the times I wish I could be your friend IRL. ;_;

I wish I could be your friend IRL too! :ccccc
It'd be so much less lonely...

@RedRocker:



This isa 4mm spiral ear stretcher. Mine is 3mm bigger (as in, the hole I got pierced in my ear is 7mm wide~

Andres-Vander wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

Andres-Vander wrote:

Also how does one be 'literally heartbroken' without dying?

Shutup; you know what I mean :l
I can't even stand to see Jak now, it just hurts 'n'

@RedRocker: One of these, this is the size I was at:

[wait a minute, I'll get a pic for you]


It seems petty, but it helped me deal with my emotions because it was painful to go up a size so it substituted for other destructive behaviour ^^;;

I know this might be hard to believe but a very large amount of girls have broken up with me. The faster you learn to move on, the easier it gets.

This is true. But it doesn't mean you should just go through relationships like we go through toilet paper in the loo. (I've always wanted to say loo :3 And sorry for the weird illustration xD )

ProgrammingFreak wrote:

Andres-Vander wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

Shutup; you know what I mean :l
I can't even stand to see Jak now, it just hurts 'n'

@RedRocker: One of these, this is the size I was at:

[wait a minute, I'll get a pic for you]


It seems petty, but it helped me deal with my emotions because it was painful to go up a size so it substituted for other destructive behaviour ^^;;

I know this might be hard to believe but a very large amount of girls have broken up with me. The faster you learn to move on, the easier it gets.

This is true. But it doesn't mean you should just go through relationships like we go through toilet paper in the loo. (I've always wanted to say loo :3 And sorry for the weird illustration xD )

What's wrong with doing that?

ProgrammingFreak wrote:

Andres-Vander wrote:

ProgrammingFreak wrote:

This is true. But it doesn't mean you should just go through relationships like we go through toilet paper in the loo. (I've always wanted to say loo :3 And sorry for the weird illustration xD )

What's wrong with doing that?

I'm guessing you really don't care about the people you date then? That's sad.

Uh.. how about we focus on TDD and not me? She needs us to be there for her

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The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

ProgrammingFreak wrote:

Andres-Vander wrote:

What's wrong with doing that?

I'm guessing you really don't care about the people you date then? That's sad.

I really care about Jak. I still genuinely love him, yet he doesn't love me any more. That's what hurts the most. 

I know you do. But that's what you should do.

Perhaps you should just talk to him, even if it hurts a little. Over the phone or in person. Just find out what happened and why he dumped you. 

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

@Everyone who posted - Thanks for being there. You're ll a heck of a lot more supportive than my friends IRL.

No problem 

Andres-Vander wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

@Everyone who posted - Thanks for being there. You're ll a heck of a lot more supportive than my friends IRL.

No problem 

Do you guys think that if I spoke to Jacob, I'd upset him? I mean it's a hard time for him and I dunno if talking to him would make it worse...

Ugh. Life, WHY U SO COMPLICATED?! D:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

ProgrammingFreak wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

I really care about Jak. I still genuinely love him, yet he doesn't love me any more. That's what hurts the most. 

I know you do. But that's what you should do.

Perhaps you should just talk to him, even if it hurts a little. Over the phone or in person. Just find out what happened and why he dumped you. 

He won't call or speak face to face... he just got me on Facebook Chat and said that 1 year was 'enough' time to go out with someone and that he'd 'lost interest'. :L Basically he got bored of me, and he couldn't be there through all the stuff that happened with counselling etc.
He asked if I was okay at school, but I just replied 'hahano, do I seriously look okay to you?' because I'd been crying and my eyeliner was seriously scary-looking... I just don't get it. i had to put up with the fact that he's gotten a girl pregnant before me and he kept it a secret, and allthat kinda stuff... yet he couldn't handle me. I'll have to a) find someone else to bore or b) just be Forever Alone. ._.''

@Everyone who posted - Thanks for being there. You're ll a heck of a lot more supportive than my friends IRL.

Oh. Well, perhaps he just wasn't the right guy. 
I hope that you find someone, so you don't have to be forever alone.

Meh, why do we have to live 4218 miles away from each other. ;_;

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

Andres-Vander wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

@Everyone who posted - Thanks for being there. You're ll a heck of a lot more supportive than my friends IRL.

No problem 

Do you guys think that if I spoke to Jacob, I'd upset him? I mean it's a hard time for him and I dunno if talking to him would make it worse...

Ugh. Life, WHY U SO COMPLICATED?! D:

It depends. Seeing as you mentioned how well he's coping, I'd say it would probably be comforting to know that his friends are there for him. If he was totally freaking out over it though, it would probably be best to leave it until he accepts that it's real and nothing's gonna stop it.

DavidTy wrote:

Sounds like someone needs a vacation.

My only advice is, don't let thing negativity in your life consume you. Take a deep breath, and realize that, unless you Doc. Emmet Brown, you're not going to be changing the past anytime soon, so don't let it get to you. It's alright to feel sad, but don't let that sadness cut you down.

Tomorrow is Saturday, why don't you take a break form reality, and just go out and have some fun. I think you deserve it. 

Tomorrow is Saturday :DDDD I might go out christmas shopping, I really need to get outta the house \:
I'm generally a negative person and in the past I've done destructive things to myself(as you probably know) but I'm past that; I'm just trying to keep my chin up if I can. Dunno how I will ever face Jak again though, or manage to not break down in front of poor Jacob :L
I might go out with Albertt911 or something, he's helped me a lot these past 2 days... if he's not totally sick of me XD
Half of my homeroom/tutor group started crying when our teacher told us aout Jacob's dad... we were totally dumbstruck. I feelt bad that I couldn't cry any more for him as I'd already cried non-stop for
well,
3 and a half hours.
:c

I think I need to lighten up ._.

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

DavidTy wrote:

Sounds like someone needs a vacation.

My only advice is, don't let thing negativity in your life consume you. Take a deep breath, and realize that, unless you Doc. Emmet Brown, you're not going to be changing the past anytime soon, so don't let it get to you. It's alright to feel sad, but don't let that sadness cut you down.

Tomorrow is Saturday, why don't you take a break form reality, and just go out and have some fun. I think you deserve it. 

I might go out with Albertt91

Oooh.
SEE THAT, ALEX? 

p.s I'm putting a chat on wwh. Check it in 5 minutes. :3

ProgrammingFreak wrote:

The_Dancing_Donut wrote:

DavidTy wrote:

Sounds like someone needs a vacation.

My only advice is, don't let thing negativity in your life consume you. Take a deep breath, and realize that, unless you Doc. Emmet Brown, you're not going to be changing the past anytime soon, so don't let it get to you. It's alright to feel sad, but don't let that sadness cut you down.

Tomorrow is Saturday, why don't you take a break form reality, and just go out and have some fun. I think you deserve it. 

I might go out with Albertt91

Oooh.
SEE THAT, ALEX? 

p.s I'm putting a chat on wwh. Check it in 5 minutes. :3

Not like that!! OOOOO: >.<

And okay, I'll check it in 5 minutes ^^ I'm excited now!!