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tl;dr

Maybe you should just try to talk to them about that

Last edited by kimmy123 (2011-06-12 11:00:10)

wow that's deep man...
err, it's depressing, but is misc. the place for this?
maybe you should take to someone you can trust irl 

toocoolforschool wrote:

tl;dr

tl;dr people are mean

Don't kill yourself.


My best friend tried to hang herself the other day. Her family is being forced to move to Wales. It was so scary, I couldn't bear to leave here alone in case she tried again...

I have a problem very similar to yours. However mine flashes on and off. So I can sympathize.

Say this to yourself, even if it hurts: SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER, SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER. You'll begin to agree with yourself and be forced into a better life.

...But my problem is more like this:

Me: Hi mom.
Mom: ...
Me: Mom...? MOM?
Mom: ...
Me: You okay mom?
Mom: ...
Me: I exist, you know.
Mom: I don't want to talk right now.
Me: I love you, Mom.
Mom: ...

SO I get this feeling that no one in the world likes me. Which is why I've pretty much put my life inside a video game...I live in a virtual world.

kimmy123 wrote:

somelia wrote:

SO I get this feeling that no one in the world likes me. Which is why I've pretty much put my life inside a video game...I live in a virtual world.

I like you...

I know. It's the fact that I am smarter than my imagination.

somelia wrote:

I have a problem very similar to yours. However mine flashes on and off. So I can sympathize.

Say this to yourself, even if it hurts: SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER, SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER. You'll begin to agree with yourself and be forced into a better life.

...But my problem is more like this:

Me: Hi mom.
Mom: ...
Me: Mom...? MOM?
Mom: ...
Me: You okay mom?
Mom: ...
Me: I exist, you know.
Mom: I don't want to talk right now.
Me: I love you, Mom.
Mom: ...

SO I get this feeling that no one in the world likes me. Which is why I've pretty much put my life inside a video game...I live in a virtual world.

I know what you mean by that, but I don't think that's quite as serious as the other thing 

And when I post things like this, I'm not expecting anybody to help me. I just want somebody to understand how I feel.

AnimeCreatorArtist wrote:

The time was about 11:00pm. My little brother and I were cleaning dishes after a small BBQ with my grandparents. My glass of leftover Seirra Mist sat on the window sill, my personal spot to place glasses for later use after my thirst had gone. I was never wasteful in that way.

My mom had just asked why my camera was on the counter. "Sorry, David (my older brother) keeps taken it, and-” "That's not what I asked” she said. I took the camera and walked silently to my room. I couldn't believe that I just mistakenly attempted to tell my mom anything she didn't ask about me. This is the reason I don't tell my parents, or practically anybody for that matter, anything about me. They are misunderstanding fools.

My mom had recently told me to put a napkin under my glass, because it was somehow ruining it. I never really understood that. Anyway somebody was always throwing the napkins away, so I simply forgot this time.

My mom had asked why I hadn't put a napkin under my glass. I told her that I had forgotten, she attempted to slap me. Without hesitation or thought, my arm went up to block it. There was nothing I could do. I always had to be a bit paranoid around my mom because of this reason. I just have really fast reflexes, which can be a dangerous gift, that i'd rather not have.

“WHY CAN'T YOU BE NICE?!?” She went out on the deck to cry.
This is why I always try to stay out of everybody's sight and way. Or else these things would happen. Do you honestly think I feel sympathy for you? I thought. I guess it was useless to just think things to myself, which made me realize that I am just a useless person the way reality views it. Because My mind and my actions could almost be comeplete opposites. completely different. My life is based off my thoughts.

If you knew, I thought. I realized that had to be at least the 50th time I had thought that. You may be thinking that my life is a simple cakewalk, No. it's only the opposite. And I couldn't care less what you thought of me. If I cared the least bit, you'd have a completely different perspective of me.

If you knew....
If you know that I hate my life.
If you knew that I constantly get bullied at school.
If you knew that I want to kill myself, or at least run away from home almost everday of my life.


Well you don't know. And you never will....

This is ridiculous. You're far better off than other kids and please don't even think about commiting suicide. Why do you need to and why would you want to? I was bullied at school, too, but did I think about killing myself? Pfft. Gimme a break.
Some people are misunderstood, but some people think they're misunderstood. You're overreacting about a flippin' tissue for heaven's sake! 
Sorry, it's just this was kinda annoying too me. You seem fine. Anyways, if I (or anyone for this matter) were to reveal something secret about their family life, you would be surprised. You're not alone, so don't feel like an outcast. There are people just like you, so cheer up.

Don't do anything stupid or bad. Just study hard and take every opportunity to learn and become better. We all have problems with our parents and we all know what's like to be in the situation where their parenting can be questionable.